lol i dont even know what to put anymore.....

I dont even know where to begin. Too many changes have been taking place. We rented out our house in Tulsa and the couple seem pretty sweet. They are around J.R.'s age and are expecting a baby. We moved to Cleveland to the Cedar Creek apartments (blah!), but it's only for 6 months so hopefully by then we will find a house for rent or figure something else out. Jayden is having an overall bad experience, first mommy goes to work full time which really I only miss one day a week with him because I work overnights but he doesn't like it none the less. Secondly, he doesn't like the fact that we moved. He was excited at first, but now he keeps saying, "I want to go home!" Poor guy. Gavin doesn't seem to mind or notice, he's too little.

Gavin by the way is becoming quite the big boy! I had him sitting up on his own for a whole 2 minutes yesterday. He also figured out that he can roll to get places, so he rolls all over the place, I left him in his room for a few minutes last night and found him under his crib when I came back :) He also started eating baby food early per dr's orders because he wasn't satisfied w/ just formula anymore and he now eats 2 jars a day.

J.R. and I have been having our moments, this has been really tough on our family and we've been having a hard time supporting each other like we should. The stress has been insane and sometimes I just want to run and not look back, but I am working on it and we are working on it. I would be stupid to just give up now and let everything we have ever worked for just go down the drain. Everyone thinks that we are young and stupid and really I am just tired of being treated that way. I may be young but I don't act my age. I had to grow up faster than most people and I learned real quick. Also I am tired of my intellect being questioned, I am well educated and it's very frustrating. That said J.R. and I love each other very much and we know we will pull through.

On another note, the 4th of July is coming up and I am getting excited! The 4th has always been one of my favorite holidays, not sure if its because I LOVE fireworks or because my Uncle Bruce always grills and it's sooooo good but either way. I love that Jayden is getting older and funner so I can have fun too. and on a sad note, until we figure out what internet service we are going to use there will be no pics to post unless I take some with my phone. Have a great weekend and if I dont post beforehand have a great holiday!