Bored Beyond Sanity

1. I've come to realize that, me and my family: are very, very close. I don't think there is a daughter and a mother closer than my mom and me.

2. I've come to realize that, I talk: at all the wrong times.

3. I've come to realize that, I love: brownies with chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream WAY more than I should and I could definitely cut back a bit.

4. I've come to realize that, I have: The most amazing husband in the world and I tend to forget that way too often. Oh and the cutest little boys ever made.

5. I've come to realize that, I've lost: a lot, I gave up so much to live the life I am living but I definitely gained so much more.

6. I've come to realize that, I hate how: some people only think of themselves and don't ever stop to think that the decisions they make effect the people around them.

7. I've come to realize that Marriage is: very hard! JR and I are about as compatible as it gets. We think on the same wavelink, and GET each other but even then it's still hard.

8. I've come to realize that, somewhere, someone is thinking about me and: knows that I try my hardest and do my best everyday.

9. I've come to realize that, I'll always have: my family.

10. I've come to realize, that my ex: Well I didn't really have boyfriends other than JR in highschool I just dated. So the last guy I dated passed away a couple of years ago and he was a really nice guy, and the other guy I dated around the same time is married now but he was a lying douche so that's all I have to say about that.

11. I've come to realize that, The last time I truly cried: was the day I thought that maybe we weren't going to make it.... it made me put my big girl panties on and fight harder.

12. I've come to realize that, My cell phone: will never make me happy, no matter how cool it is.

13. I've come to realize that, When I wake up in the morning: I beg God to just let me sleep all day, he just laughs and makes Gavin cry a little louder.

14. I've come to realize that, Before I go to sleep at night: is when I do ALL my planning and it usually takes me at least an hour to fall asleep.

15. I've come to realize that, Right now I am thinking about: how much I miss JR and the kids and that I would so much rather be there then here working.

16. I've come to realize that, Babies: are Pure.... they are the most enjoyable beings ever created by God. There is no love greater than the love for a baby.

17. I've come to realize that, I get on myspace: only when i am bored.

18. I've come to realize, that today: was a very lazy day, but I got to spend it with the boys so it was good.

19. I've come to realize, that tonight I will: be working all night while everyone else will be sleeping in their comfy beds.

20. I've come to realize that, school is:never ending in my life.. and VERY important to me. Nothing is more valuable than being educated. I believe everyone should get their degree.

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will:play with the boys, hang out with my husband, clean a little, and then go to work.

22. I've come to realize that, I really want: my house back.... We've got big plans for our future though and couldn't be more thankful for J.R.'s new job.

23. I've come to realize, that my last goodbye kiss: was short and simple and had a lot of love behind it.

24 .I've come to realize the last stupid thing i did was because: I was cranky.

25. I've come to realize that my true friends: are some of the greatest people in the world and I could not be more proud of them.